Manila Trip Day 2

wtf...its only day 2..hahaha..I thought at least day 3 already T_T...so lazy to post la coz so sleepy now...plus got so many pics to upload...still I gotta post..hehe

yes..its only day 2 post about my manila trip, as u can see the post its very long for day 1, tat's how our schedule looks like for the days we stayed in Manila. but day 2 its ok la..

We went to this tour around 1something…with this very famous punya tour guide to tour us, we were so glad we went to this tour. Because we really get to know Philippine more, as in why Philippine is what it is today. I remember this sentence : “ not Philippine have to change, it’s your view towards Philippine should change.” Quoted by the tour guide.

At first we thought, omg…cause its raining very heavily, but its only like around 10 minutes. Why I give so many compliments for this tour because its really a geng wan. Have you ever go to a tour that got songs for you wan? Also with the costumes….its like u wont feel boring at all…not even a second u know.

the tour guide...he's like a star u know :p

people can actually just go into the church although there's a wedding ceremony

chocolate+peanut=choc*nut...actuallly it taste like 'fa sang tong'(cantonese)

wanna act like pro photographer but fail..haha

There is this culture saying that...if you are the first time attend to the church, you can make 3 wishes and light up the candle...aww

this is something like ice kacang

When the tour ends also around 4 something d, so we went to this place called sunset quay which just nearby. The moondeck it’s the place we planned to go. Yes we went, but too bad they have some fashion show going, so we only cin cai take few pics T_T

But luckily we get to take nice nice view when we order food at yellow cab. Really very very nice…so lum :p

Ok..end of the romanticness…we headed back to Eric’s house, then go out again to have dinner with his family. DAMNNN NICE the foods..but damn pai she to take la..total of like almost 10 ppl there…but really cannot resist to take pics of the desserts…really never saw be4 leh…

cute rite...its ice cream on top and banana inside

this is tofu cheesecake..really very tofu can

somewhere in the shopping mall

so sweet

After dinner..yes..its clubbing time again..this time I really ‘peh’ d..this is how the story goes.

I ordered the drink I drank the day before, cause tats the drink I can drink so far which contains alcohol but doesn’t taste like alcohol. I drink quite slowly at first, then suddenly thought of something very dulan…I finish half of the drink d. they were like walao, u so geng cause usually I don’t drink that fast, especially Eric…he so excited that I finished it so fast so he quickly ordered another cup for me. THEN…this very clever Kidd said : “eh, we gotta change location d, gotta drink” so I drink half of it again..then Eric said its ok we can bring the drink along..I was like T_T wtf…so since then I feel so pening and really feel so drunk., although my mind still very clear and I know whatever things has happened. At that time I also stop drinking d. Then they change location again…this time we go there by car. Once I sit the car – BANG!habis…I need to stay in the car when they reached another club. So from 2am I slept in the car until they finished, which is around 4something. But I still can walk la…hehe.

we look like naked in this pic rite.hahaha

can see from my face that I'm drunk

Although its very san fu coz I damn pening.... But it’s a fun night thou :D

Till then … XD

开始等于结束，结束等于开始 The beginning its the end, the end its the beginning

开始等于结束，结束等于开始

The beginning its the end, the end its the beginning.

灯光带我入眠，黑暗让我活在这个世界

The light bring me to dreams, the dark brings me to see

坦白不一定让我有人缘，欺骗却会带我到另一个世界

The truth might not bring me well, the lies will bring me out of the shell

打开接受不一定，没收接受了沉静

I accept the unsure, I'm quiet for the affirmation

白模糊了我的焦点，黑让我看清楚了这个世界

White distract my focus, black let me know the world

速度让我活在回忆里，停止带我走向未来

Quickness bring me to my memories, suspend lead me to the future

正不常带我去理会，反而让我去接触

I have to ignore the positive, I decided to face the negative

面对忘了我自己，逃避带领我回去

I'm blur when I confront, I'm clear when I evade

快乐会让我流泪，悲伤带着我微笑

Happy makes me cry, sadness make me smile

完美让我避开危险，缺点让我饱受安全

Perfection brings me dangers, imperfection brings me secure

自信表露无疑，自卑无处挑剔

self-confidence reveal undoubted, inferiority is critical

手心握住空气，手背掌握权力

The palm holds the air, the other holds the power

信任带给我伤心，怀疑能让我安定

I'm sad when I trusted, I'm glad that I doubted

遥远让我感觉到你，触动让我有距离

I can feel when you are far, I cant feel when I can touch

水让我像个树枝有落叶，火让我想尽办法离开这世界

water bring me to live, fire bring me to to die

珍惜让我更贪心，放弃让我更坚定

Value makes me more greedy, but relinquish affirmed me

开始等于结束，结束等于开始

The beginning its the end, the end its the beginning.

这，就是活

This, is life

Goodbye 2009

well..its the end of the year ALREADY...31st December 2009. For me this kind of person who take dates seriously, confirm will write a post at the end of the year, also the beginning of the year...

next year resolution? hm...I'm not good in this, for me I am more to wishes...as in I have new year wish, birthday wish, chinese new year wish, christmas wish etc...ohya...I didnt make any wish for this year's christmas!! what to do, after starting to blog, diary no longer a part of my life although I still writes something else

so what's my resolution...I mean wishes...seriously I dont know...cause for me, I dont really follow..its just a list that we plan to do but end up didnt happen..well maybe for some they made it..

hm..let me think something it's easier to archieve...or maybe another way round, that's why they are the resolution :p

1.try not to cut my hair shorter and shorter anymore

Yup..seriously I guess this is one of the hardest thing to do. Being a person that with not much of patient, I guess when the hair reach the shoulder and that will be the end of the patient..hahaha..Kinda did the research d, gals with short hair why cant have long hair, its

because once u cut it short, its very hard to keep it long d because ITS HARD. But I kinda miss

me long hair now, and short hair makes me look fat...so my resolution for next year its - I wanna have the shoulder length hairstyle - which I never try before *wink* (I know its kinda vain)

boring long black hair

then short hair since Nov 2008

then shorter again with style and color

stayed with the style...till getting longer..almost shoulder length

but sien d...so cut till the shortest ever..for me la

long back

short back

and this is the latest hairstyle...so far..haha

this is the ideal hairstyle I wan...something like this la..at least this length

2. look for my dream

since the first one its so vain rite, 2nd wan sounds so serious. I think this is the hardest thing for me...I wanna search for my dream

Usually people its working hard for their dream , but I dont even know mine...T_T

I mean I dont have lots of passion towards anything, compare to others. Ya I love writing, but...then? For now I just keep on writing, maybe some will join some contest, send to newspaper or watsoever...but so far I havent do anything like that...other than some contest for nuffnang la..haha..but do I really focus on career?

I still remember since young, or maybe until now...my dream is to have a happy family. have lovely kids and a good husband...I know sounds very stupid but that's something didnt change since young...although my perception towards love had been a drastic change compare to last time, but this remain the same. some people might thought this doesnt sound big at all, but dont u think the process of getting a happy family its hard? to maintain also hard k :p

3. to be more confidence

yet another thing that sounds easy but hard for me, as in both ways. I know that confidence its really a huge part in our life but too bad I really lack of that...alot! but I believe I can improve on that cause last time I negative confidence wan, now maybe negative but not tat much compare to last time. Since my first job, I really felt that confidence its really a big part. The working world will give you a chance only if you have confidence, and they only give u a chance when u give urself a chance. Even u r not the confident want, u need to be one, u need to act like one.

At the very end of this post, very end of 2009, I just hope that year 2010 will be a good year. 2009 it's a year that is not so good for me. Too many things happened and they came too fast...especially I enter the real world - working.

It's only the beginning of the journey of my life...but at least I made something...I said I will at least blog once a week and I did it!! and now blogging been a part of my life already...and this will continue for years * hopefully* hahaha

So...what's your resolutions? I wanna know so please share with me ya :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Happy New Year~~~~~~~~~~~~~~