原来当个好人是真的那么难的，也许当个滥好人比较好吧。反证对别人来说都是一样的。
不是把自己说得多伟大，纯粹不喜欢看到别人不开心而已，尤其重点是因我而发的。也许自己的悲伤已够多，所以不想别人和我一样。
可是我觉得大家都不这么认为吧。有些会觉得你在讨好他们，就只为了得到一些利益，有些觉得你恨笨，得寸进尺，有些根本不领情。
我常在想，为什么我要把自己搞得那么辛苦呢？到底为的是什么？噢。。。对，只想别人开心。可是。。。人就是贪心的吧，你对他们好，他们就爬上你的头，或根本没察觉到你对他们的好，甚至从开始都觉得你应该对他们好，如果你稍微自私了点，他们就不爽或不开心了。
到底该怎么样呢？到底几时才会停止呢？我。。。真的很累了。
Now I know that, having to be a nice person is very difficult, I guess to be a pretended nice person will be better, since they all will think is actually the same.
Not trying to say that I’m great or something, just…purely want people to be happy, especially when the situations involve with me. Maybe I am pessimistic enough, so I don’t hope there will be more.
But I realize they don’t feel or think so. Some might think that you treat them good so that can get some benefits from them, some will think that you are so stupid, and then take advantage, some even don’t care at all.
I always thinking, why do I make myself to situate in this position now, for what? Ohya…just hope they are happy. But…human are greedy, when you treat them good, they will take advantage, or didn’t even notice that you are treating them good, OR even think that I’m suppose to treat them good cause that’s what I am from the beginning. So when you slightly think for yourself, they will not be happy or satisfy with you behavior.
Was wondering, what should I do? When will it end?
I…am very tired of allthese…
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