Tuesday, July 28, 2009

第三者 3rd Party

一间咖啡厅里,白色的桌椅,浅紫色的装饰。本来安静舒适的环境被几个好友的谈话声掩盖了。

小凯,小双,小珍和小雯。


小双和小珍每次都是阿滔滔不绝的分享他们的所有,所以小凯只有在对的时候说话。小雯当让就是最文静的那个。


小双右手握着白色的咖啡杯,在嘴巴便摇晃着。因为正津津有味的说着她家的爱狗。这次小凯替代了小珍的位置因为她也是爱狗人士,家里也养了几只狗。小珍也是爱狗人士,但自从2年前她的爱狗去世后,她都没在养狗了。可是,小珍仍然踊跃的参与她们的谈话之中。


小双 Coby真的有够可爱的!你看这张相片,像不像在微笑着?

小凯 Eh!!真的好可爱!我家的Pearly也是很可爱。你看它,睡觉时一定四脚朝天的。

小珍 对对对!Pearly每次都是那样睡觉的!真的很好搞笑但又很可爱。

小珍还没说完时,小双和小凯已经在做自己的东西了。

问题来了,如果你是小雯,看到这样的情况时,你会怎样?大家不是不熟或讨厌对方,但为什么?

不知怎么的,我会有一种落寞感,空虚感。

大家应该有过这种情况吧。当你自己就快把话说完的时候,大家似乎没听见你说话,你就像是把话说给自己听。在旁的我每次遇到别人这样的情况时,我都会替他感到落寞的尴尬。


所以我宁愿做小雯。可以的话,我都不讲话。但。。。能吗?
















落寞的小象


White interior with purple decorations, sweet and quiet environment was covered by the enjoyment of these 4 ladies. Adele, Mandy, Belle, Jacky.

Mandy and Belle always share everything of them, so Jacky only talks when it is time for her. Adele would like to be the silent one.


Today Belle is talking about her dog, which Mandy is very interested in as she is a dog lover and having few dogs. Jacky is so outsider for this time. Not to say that she is not a dog lover, but since after her dog passed away 2 years ago, she did not have another pet so far. Still she does not hesitate to involve herself in their conversation.

Belle : Coby is so cute! See this picture, does it look like he is smiling ?


Mandy: omg…so cute! My Pearly also damn cute. You know, she always sleep with her body facing

up…like kena shoot you know.


Jacky : Yea! Pearly is so funny with that sleeping pose but yet still so cute!


Not even Jacky finishing her line, Belle and Mandy already doing what they are doing.

How do you feel, if you are Adele, like an outsider seeing everything happens…watching the tv.

Don’t know why I just feel so sad and lonely after seeing this kind of situation happened.


I guess everyone faced this kind of situation before. When you’re almost finish your line but others already doing other stuff, you are just like talking to yourself.


Whenever this kind of situation happen, I will feel sad and lonely kind of awkward. That is why I rather be Adele, if can I just want say nothing..but can I?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nice post~

dreaminvanilla said...

thanks :)
that motivates me to really start to write a 'novel' :p