Thursday, December 31, 2009

Goodbye 2009

well..its the end of the year ALREADY...31st December 2009. For me this kind of person who take dates seriously, confirm will write a post at the end of the year, also the beginning of the year...

next year resolution? hm...I'm not good in this, for me I am more to in I have new year wish, birthday wish, chinese new year wish, christmas wish etc...ohya...I didnt make any wish for this year's christmas!! what to do, after starting to blog, diary no longer a part of my life although I still writes something else

so what's my resolution...I mean wishes...seriously I dont know...cause for me, I dont really follow..its just a list that we plan to do but end up didnt happen..well maybe for some they made it..

hm..let me think something it's easier to archieve...or maybe another way round, that's why they are the resolution :p

1.try not to cut my hair shorter and shorter anymore
Yup..seriously I guess this is one of the hardest thing to do. Being a person that with not much of patient, I guess when the hair reach the shoulder and that will be the end of the patient..hahaha..Kinda did the research d, gals with short hair why cant have long hair, its
because once u cut it short, its very hard to keep it long d because ITS HARD. But I kinda miss
me long hair now, and short hair makes me look my resolution for next year its - I wanna have the shoulder length hairstyle - which I never try before *wink* (I know its kinda vain)

boring long black hair

then short hair since Nov 2008

then shorter again with style and color

stayed with the style...till getting longer..almost shoulder length

but sien cut till the shortest ever..for me la

long back

short back

and this is the latest far..haha

this is the ideal hairstyle I wan...something like this least this length

2. look for my dream
since the first one its so vain rite, 2nd wan sounds so serious. I think this is the hardest thing for me...I wanna search for my dream

Usually people its working hard for their dream , but I dont even know mine...T_T
I mean I dont have lots of passion towards anything, compare to others. Ya I love writing, but...then? For now I just keep on writing, maybe some will join some contest, send to newspaper or watsoever...but so far I havent do anything like that...other than some contest for nuffnang la..haha..but do I really focus on career?

I still remember since young, or maybe until dream is to have a happy family. have lovely kids and a good husband...I know sounds very stupid but that's something didnt change since young...although my perception towards love had been a drastic change compare to last time, but this remain the same. some people might thought this doesnt sound big at all, but dont u think the process of getting a happy family its hard? to maintain also hard k :p

3. to be more confidence
yet another thing that sounds easy but hard for me, as in both ways. I know that confidence its really a huge part in our life but too bad I really lack of that...alot! but I believe I can improve on that cause last time I negative confidence wan, now maybe negative but not tat much compare to last time. Since my first job, I really felt that confidence its really a big part. The working world will give you a chance only if you have confidence, and they only give u a chance when u give urself a chance. Even u r not the confident want, u need to be one, u need to act like one.

At the very end of this post, very end of 2009, I just hope that year 2010 will be a good year. 2009 it's a year that is not so good for me. Too many things happened and they came too fast...especially I enter the real world - working.

It's only the beginning of the journey of my life...but at least I made something...I said I will at least blog once a week and I did it!! and now blogging been a part of my life already...and this will continue for years * hopefully* hahaha

So...what's your resolutions? I wanna know so please share with me ya :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Happy New Year~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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