对不起 谢谢你 sorry and thank you

对不起，爸，你帮我准备的便当。
虽然是隔夜的饭菜，却是近早的心意，
而我却因为没胃口，怕浪费，嫌麻烦，
而打翻了你的心意。
看见你脸上所露出的失望，
现在回想起来，心中还是莫名的痛着，很内疚。

Sorry, daddy, you prepared the breakfast for me,
Although it was yesterday’s dishes, but you prepared it for me this morning,
I rejected because I have no appetite, worry of wasting the food and so on,
Which I disappointed you,
The disappointment on your face,
I can remember until now, and I feel so bad and hurt when I thought of it.

对不起，妈咪，每天载我去上班，
虽然每天我等你，多过你等我，
而我却觉得你载我去上班时理所当然的，
每天傍晚准时地打给我，
问我是否要载我回，我却没想太多的夜归。
现在回想起你的用心，让我感觉很不舍。

Sorry mommy, you fetch me to work every day.
Although I wait for you more than you wait for me,
And I take advantage on that,
Every day you call me on time
Asking me whether do I have someone to fetch me back, but I always come home late.
Now I feel to tear away when I thought of how much effort you put.

对不起，女麻女麻，我差点就放弃了我给你的承诺，
自从你离世，我说过我会尽我所能，
陪着他们，迁就他们，尊重他们，
几次因为他们无力的要求与争吵，
让我真的什么都不想再理了，
让我觉得我真的做不到，我真的想放弃了。
但，回想起您，就像给了我隐性的鼓励。
希望下次写的不是对不起，而是谢谢你。

Sorry, nanny, I’ve almost give up on the promise I promised
Since after you left, I’ve said I will try my best,
Be with them, take care of them, tolerate with them,
There’s times when they are too much,
Which make me feel so frustrated,
And make me feel that I can’t do it anymore, I have to give up,
But when I think of you, I can feel the support from you.

Hopefully the next time I will say thank you but not sorry to you.